rant

i am not a perfect person.
i cannot do everything you want me to do perfectly.
i can only try and be the best that i could be.
you don't understand the things i do.
you don't even try and see what i do.
all you know is what you see others do.
do not compare me to someone who does things differently.
just because i don't literally study books, doesnt mean that i don't.
cant you understand that what i'm doing is not something that can be learned from books?

i am not an engineering student.
i am an art student.
art cannot be simply learned inside the 4 corners of a room.

AKO NA YUNG MALI

lagi naman ako yung mali eh. kahit na kayo yung pinaglalaban ko sa huli ako parin naman ang mali. kahit na yung intention ko lang naman ay makatulong, para sa inyo ako parin ang mali. sige, inaamin ko na yung paraan ko nang pagpapakita nang sama ng loob ko ay hindi tama at hindi normal, pero hindi niyo rin ba naisip na habang ginagawa ko yun na kayo naman din ang iniisip ko?