rant

i am not a perfect person.
i cannot do everything you want me to do perfectly.
i can only try and be the best that i could be.
you don't understand the things i do.
you don't even try and see what i do.
all you know is what you see others do.
do not compare me to someone who does things differently.
just because i don't literally study books, doesnt mean that i don't.
cant you understand that what i'm doing is not something that can be learned from books?

i am not an engineering student.
i am an art student.
art cannot be simply learned inside the 4 corners of a room.